I want to talk about how I been doing with the virus and the new things with it and how I take care of my love Mark with it.
It is a little bit confusing and hard right now to know about the TV Shows that I love to watch like Ellen and The Kelly Clarkson Show. Also The Voice and American Idol. I have notebooks to write down and keep track about the shows with the guests and the contestants in it. Right now I am try to figure out if there is a live show or if it is pre-recorded. And to know the information on how to vote for the contestants on The Voice and American Idol.
I have look up the information on the websites for the TV Shows and they say new episode but then I not know if it is new or pre-recorded. And Lindsay show me on the Intergram that Ellen and Kelly Clarkson say they not to have shows for a while. It is confusing and hard to make a plan and keep on track of what the shows are doing.
I love to vote and support my favorite contestants on The Voice and American Idol. Right now it is hard to know how things gonna be with TV and I try to take it one day at a time and be flexible with it.
I also love to have a Grilled Chicken Sandwich and a chocolate chip cookie treat from Chick Fil A or Wendys or Don & Millies and right now we not getting Fast Food because of the virus. My mom and I walk outside one day and I see there are cars in the drive thru at Wendys and I see they are still open and people are going there. I can’t wait to have them again someday.
Right now it is very hard not to know when to see Mark. He is in Texas and I really miss him and I am doing thinking about him all the time. I want to be with him to take care of him and make sure he is doing okay right now.
He say something really cute to me on FaceTime he tell me he is going to try to eat some vegetables to be healthy for me. I say Oh Honey that is really good sweetheart.
I send him ideas of things to do in a text message and I want to show you what I say and how I come up with ideas to help to take care of him.
I want to say that I been doing really good to deal with the virus and been taking things one day at a time. I been doing really good.
“You can write my name [ofter] over and over that to see my name to help you to when you think of me.”
If that’s not the portrait of hope then I don’t know what is.
Being flexible during uncertainty is no small task. Some questions have answers, many do not. How long will this last? How can I be there for my loved ones? How is Ellen doing?
Leah is a planner. Uncertainty is always a challenge for her. Factor in this pandemic, and wow. Every day brings more questions than the last.
The good news is that answers will come. Luckily, for Leah, American Idol answered one of her questions yesterday in letting the world know that the show will go on. Contestants will perform from home. America will vote. An Idol will be crowned. Phew.
Other answers will take longer. Leah does not know when she’ll get to share those veggies with Mark in person. She isn’t quite sure when The Kelly Clarkson show will be live on air again. But the day will come.
All that we can control now is our perspective. A year that began as fast-paced, the bigger the better, more…more…more, has been replaced with slowing down, patience…a back to basics mindset.
Answers will arrive. Let’s be thankful for them as they do and trust that the ones we are still waiting for will arrive in due time.
I’m with Leah on how we’ve been dealing with this… we been doing good.
Here’s to turning our minds Upside Down.
